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GUESS WHO'S BACK ON BLOGGER??!!

Okay so my life has been super hectic lately and I have literally had NO TIME to post anything on here! My poor blog must feel so neglected right now... Well, anyways as far as my life lately:

1. SOFTBALL-- So much softball lately!!! OH wow... Well, my old team disbanded so now I'm picking up left and right and I am now playing for a public schooled high school ballteam! :)) Play in nationals!! And our team broke up in nationals... D:< But still playing all the time, so yeah!

ECC- ECC started again...Freshman year! So far........it's been stressful at times with all the homework, but i'm getting used to it! SO GLAD to see all my friends again abd be able to hang out with them. I'm taking::
Biology
Study Hall
Watercolor
Spanish 1
Digital Photography

Just finished taking senior pictures last week of some AMAZING high school models! And.....my watercolor is "abstract." :S But, I still like it! :D


Music Lately...-----MAYDAY PARADE, MAYDAY PARADE, MAYDAY PARADE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, I am somewhat obsessed with this band.....teehee ;P I LOVE THEIR MUSIC! Kids in Love and I swear this time I meant it are my faves by them. And......... I AM GOING TO THEIR CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY FIRST CONCERT EVER!!!!!!!! YESSSS!!!!!! Also, I'm listening to All Time Low and of course, Boys Like Girls. I kinda like all that pop/ rock and emo/pop and acoustic stuff now!

I WILL WRITE MORE!!!!!!! xD

hey, you're who again?

My blog probably isn't remembering my name right now cause it's been too long. :D

Well, the ole computer crashed at 18 months.
I am playing softball almost every weekend.
And, I am trying to reduce the amount of time I spend on the computer (Facebook, Polyvore, etc.)

I HAVE LEGAL EXCUSES!!! lol. I honestly have way too much to say. Finally have a few weekends free from softball tourneys and am spending that practicing softball! :O Oh yeah... IM ABOUT TO BE A FRESHMAN!! BOOYEAH! lol. Also, I am growing out my bangs and once i can afford a straightener, I'll straighten my hair! (By afford, I mean I have to get my itouch first). :D I did go to the mall last week with one of my friends, and went to the pool two days ago. I have an awesome tan! ;) Hey, I'm not a burnt crab this time!! And I got a wall mirror which I am strangely obsessed with! lol. Ya see, I love fashion designing so now I can mirror my outfits! Well, I have to go now! I WILL TRY TO POST STUFF AGAIN!! LOVE YOU ALL!! GOD BLESS!!

Hey!!!

Wow, it's been FOREVER since I've posted something on here!!! Yes, I have been busy... with life, and..................WITH A FACEBOOK!!!!!! Sorry... that makes me happy! Well, last weekend was the first break I've had in 6 weeks due to softball... so I am pretty beat!

Emma!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMA!!!!!! Now almost 11 years of BFFs!!!

Please Read

Well, hey everybody who really needs a life and reads my blog because they don't have one!! I hope I'm not insulting anybody with that statement, yikes maybe I shouldn't have said anything!! Well anyways, my sad and grumpy feeling is curing. I mean, slow and steady wins the race! But still a part of me feels empty... I've only seen a couple of my friends since the last day of ECC, and I don't have a facebook which doesn't help at all... >:( But life will work out for me. With God, I'm strong! I am really going to start trying to read 3 Bible chapters each day in hopes that it will help me live my life easier. I just need to keep my faith!

Check me out! READ!!

http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/profile?id=780612



It felt so close,
But ended so far,
I wished and wished
On that wishing star,
With the touch of his hand,
He'd take hold of my heart,
Then we'd stare at each other
Happily


Then our eyes met,
His eyes met mine,
I instantly thought they coordinated
In a gorgeous color pattern
His twinkle when he laughs
Sparkles in his smile
He's absolutely perfect.

But he tore me apart.
Ripped me at the seams
Tore through my chest
Shattered my dreams
He's gone.

um read

i wish some dude would tell me my voice was the soundtrack of his summer, and my eyes are the brightest of his colors, and i'm unlike any other, and i would be his thunder.... hmmm cant put ur hope in songs you've listened to 10 TIMES on repeat.... i ♥ thunder- boys like girls, i fall asleep thinking about that song...

Hmmm

My mind's been in a dozen different places lately. Somedays I'm angry, someday I'm happy and sometimes I act as though in love. I can't see how I act so in love when I don't have somebody to like. Life's complicated. You never know what you'll get hammered with next, but stuff happens, and I've got to deal with it. My depression is cured, I think. I mean, having some of my best friends leave still haunts me, but I've come to realize to play my cards and perservere. Deal with the limitations and win the race over the building blocks of life. Wow, I sound SO smart!

My score

Okay, MY PREALGEBRA SCORE IS 95!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Easter

HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CHRIST IS RISEN!!

hi

Well for starters........................................... 1st place in the Web Design contest!!!!!! Yes! I was so happy!!

For a second thing, SECOND PLACE IN A TOURNAMENT!!! Played 7 games today IN A ROW!! And, I WAS SLAPPING THE BALL and I WAS HITTING HARDER!! I started going to a new coach and am already progressing!

Third: I GOT MY PRE ALGEBRA SCORES!! My final grade is...............................................
HAHA I CANT TELL UNLESS I GET A COMMENT!!

Some blurry yet cute pictures

I love this little blurry picture. Aren't my people so cute together?! I was very bored and wanted to doodle. Awhhh..... they are SO CUTE together!!

Okay, so attached to the stop sign is a sticky note that says "in the name of love". Like that song, "Stop, in the name of love....... before you break my heart". I don't know. That was just another random photo.................

Well, here's another blurry couple. Now ya see what my life consists of?! JUST KIDDING!!!!!!! Yeah, I'm not that hopeless....... Just a finger doodler... :D

Another Video

Well, "Oops I did it again!". lol! Yes, here is another video!!

Hey

I just played 8 softball games in two days! i played 7 in one day and 1 the next day! We won 4th place out of a bunch of "A" level teams. And we were the expected team to lose! But anways, that was fun! I was so sore the next day!! But, it was all worth it!


Well, now back to my life........................................ I don't know how to explain my emotions any more. I feel so empty... Love, such an emotion, sometimes I wish it were just a word....................It sure would feel easier if you were to tell somebody that......................I mean honestly crazy word for an awkward emotion, yet I love people...........not a feeling, just a word that describes my feelings in some ways.....................Love doesn't always have to be romantic............ People just make a big deal of it, and therefore, my feeling get exposed.


It's so odd. I mean, if people think of love in a romantic way, then I have some explaining to do :D. But anyways..................... TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF SPRING!! But.......... it snowed! It was 70 degrees yesterday! I felt like running around in shorts. I know this was weird but when I got home Friday I was running around in a tank top and shorts barefoot feeling TOTALLY comfortable. Yeah maybe I'm still a little early. Then today, wind chill in the teens. I guess that quite plainly describes Texas weather.


Yes, my softball tournament got cancelled :(. But, today I have had a sore throat and laryngitus. I'm not contagious though! But 30 degree weather wouldn't have helped my cause. But apparently there was some way to predict the chance of us winning and they were predicting the we would've won 2nd place! How sad............................ My voice sounds so funny though. I sound like a guy during voice maturity. It's all squeaky. lol. The Web Design contest is this week. I want whoever reads this to sign my guestbook!!



To look at my site first: http://southpaw08.angelfire.com/



To go straight to the guestbook: http://htmlgear.tripod.com/guest/control.guest?u=southpaw08&i=1&a=sign



Well there you have it! Please comment about what you think of this site!

Who cares what the word means! I LOVE you guys!!

Words and a quote

"Lost" is the word I think best describes me right now. I am lost between many emotions, some of them turn polar opposite after a minute, and I can't help it! Also, lately, my dreams have been interesting. A lot of times, people i know wind up in them! And these are weird dreams too, like thing that would happen in the future! It's krazy, but I just can't help it! My Polyvore sets can at one time be funny, then sad sad sad the next.





"Awkward" is another word too. Don't you just hate it when all of your friends are trying to figure out who you like, when they kinda already know. I can't help it, my thoughts feel so exposed right now, like I have no true secrets to keep. It's like whatever I think, someone finds out, then BOOM! I can't find a secret. Not that I like having secrets or anything................ But life goes on...................................................








"Sore" describe me too. I was at softball practice Saturday, and while I was covering third base, somebody slid into my kneecap! I just laid there, rolled on my back for a minute. I had this really disguisting grimace on my face, but I never cried! Now I am in her with an Ace wrap on my knee. It feel a lot better now, I just have a sensitive bruise.......................



Ho hummmmmm....................... Okay, so I found the CUTEST quote on Polyvore.



Girl: I like someone

Boy: Who?

Girl: No wait, I love someone

Boy: You can tell me

Girl: Promise you won't laugh?

Boy: I promise. Just tell me!

Girl: It starts with a 'Y' and ends in a 'U'

Boy: I like that person too.

Later peeps!

From Lyrics, to Hope in Prayers, to my Life

Omygosh.................... this song keeps getting stuck in my head! I keep listening to it over and over and over again!!!!! Well, now ya'll are probably wondering what song it is. are u??? Oh whatever. Here are the lyrics!!!!!!
It's the first song on my playlist!!!

Thunder

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)

Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why, I tried

I tried to read between the lines

I tried to look in your eyes

I want a simple explanation

For what I'm feeling inside

I gotta find a way out

Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road

Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know

Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)

Today I'm on my own

I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone

I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass

And longing for the breeze

I need to step outside

Just to see if I can breathe

I gotta find a way out

Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope

I'm wrapped up in vines

I think we'll make it out

But you just gotta give me time

Strike me down with lightning

Let me feel you in my veins

I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder, and I said

Your voice ('cause it's getting colder) was the soundtrack of my (and summer's over) summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

(Today's a winding road)

Oh baby bring on the pain (on my own)

And listen to the thunder

Anyways, my life has been through ups and downs. It's been full of many emotions, many opposites, but I manage. It takes much prayer power, but God pulls me through. I was reading about in my Devotional, that when you are brought to a certain problem, it's like a patch on a beautiful quilt of life. You know how some of the prettiest quilts are made of odd patterned patches? That's how life is. "When all you got to keep is strong, Move Along, Move Along, like I know ya do. And even when your hope is gone, Move Along, Move Along, Just to make it through. Move Along" Sorry, a line from another song. When, I'm angry about something, I listen to that and feel better. But anyways, as a random thing, I found some pretty pink and white pajamas in my closet when I was cleaning it out! They are SUPER comfortable! Oh yeah, and I just got some new skinny jeans! Now I have 5 pairs of jeans and 5 pairs of converse! I'm a dork! My jeans are gray though! Well, anyway...... I will post more in a bit! It may be added in red font okey dokey! COMMENT! It makes me feel good!

Hey a long post!

I've always seemed to love this little picture of this angel figurine.

Well, this week I tackled some projects. TOUCHDOWN!!! LOLZ! Well, one of my projects was cleaning my closet! Yay!!! Except for the UGLY pink closet wall color!Iccckkk but anyway........ it does look A LOT better!

Oh yeah, yesterday I went to the digital photography photo shoot! Took a lot of pics on the freezing wet condition! Totally unprepared on the topic of shoes! I just got a apir of new lime green converse and they are MUD COVERED even after washing them! And also, you know how they have the little holes on the side, I was walking in a creek and the 30 something degree water went inside and got my socks wet! I will post some pictures on here soon from it! It was VERY fun! Only seven, including me were there. It was exciting going under the bridge into the creek. I never realized it was so pretty down there!

Well, I will SO put pictures of my hair on here at some point. I feel so refreshed with shorter hair! I finally have it thinned out so when my hair is wet it fell like I am balancing a 1 pound weight on my head! But this week is ECC reregistration, and I get to fill out a high school form! Yay!!!!! R U kidding me, my parents aren't thrilled at all! Only over 5 months till fourteen! But anyways........ I hope to be in PLENTY of classes with my friends! So far, in Einstein's Lab I have almost earned a full year of high school credit! but let me forget about high school a minute. I have a question!!!!! I have another super embarassing video of me! Do you want me to put it on here?? You have to watch it!!!!!

I was VERY sugar high in the video, dancing with a camo hat backwards and wearing 70's sunglasses. but PLEASE comment!!!!!! I feel like I am posting on this thingee for nothing!!!! Comment something ridiculous if you read this extremely long post!

Video Time!!!

Okay.................. I felt like posting another really dumb video, if you don't mind. We are dancing oddly we just had A LOT of sugar!!!!! Please comment!!!!!! Tell me if you laughed your head off!!! Btw.......... I am the person with the AWESOME sunglasses and the camo hat! I love you Emma!!!!!! Thanks for making this a success

Hey Again

I love this picture for some reason. I like how the texture of the bark on the tree stands out. The blue of the sky is very pretty too. I had gone to Elm Fork Nature Preserve for some landscape photography and thought this tree was pretty neat.

One thing, to me that isn't neat is that since the snow day at ECC, now it won't be made up. Only a 9 week semester! That was pretty disappointing. Now it's been two weeks since I've seen my friends....... I MISS MY PEEPS!!!!!!! I miss ECC too! At least on Monday, Digital Photography will be doing a photo shoot at this other nature preserve! So I will see most of my friends there! Yay!!

Well, yesterday I went to my very first official softball practice of the year. I did very well, I believe. I took me one sour throw to get out of my system, then was good the rest of the time.

Well, for any more news, I just came back form getting my hair cut!! It is shorter now and it could've been shorter if the stylist that did my hair before hadn't blotched my layers. Anyways, I will post pictures on here at some point.

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Happy Vtines Day!

Happy Valentine's Day! I love you all !!! Oh and Happy President's Day Eve too!

Snow Pictures!

SNOWWWW

Well, hi! Okay, so in case you didn't know.................................... IT SNOWED FOR 12 STRAIGHT HOURS!!!!!! It snowed 12.5 inches! A record breaking amount for North Texas! And OMYGOSH it was snow fun!!! lol. But anyways I will publish a snow slideshow a little later, but here's what damage I've done.

Snowmen Chapter: Built 6 snowmen. Started off with a couple (Tex and ???) But they fell over. Then made one that was LITERALLY 5' 7" and his head was mishapen and looked like a cow! But when I went in to get the picture, he was gone! Fell over everything! So I had to rebuild him into a model that was my height! And I did get a picture of him. And then, he fell over. So the next day, we go into this HUGE open field full of untouched snow, and go wild!!! I make a 5' 7" at least snowman. Then I built a snowmen with a base that went over my knees, and was 2'+ wide! He wasn't very tall though!





Extra Stuff: Made a mini snowman's hotel! and a wimpy fort and a snowman dining room! They were very intersting! Oh and my sister I did a snowball fight later!










The sad thing is that, when we came back hours later, some kids DESTROYED everything! Footprints through it and everything! GRRRRR!!!!!!






ECC was cancelled too. :(





Well, here is one picture!

Shoutout to Emily!

Happy Birthday Emily!!!!!!

Have a great Bday!!!!!

Lalalalalala

Well, I felt like posting before the night is over. ECC was GREAT! Marissa came which was real exciting! She was in the last two classes with me and she cleaned too so plenty of time together!REALLY glad she could make it!!! Well, I AM on a softball team. DBAT to be exact and I am VERY happy about that too! Oh yeah, in digital photography, we took pictures of students. I'll post them at a later date. Oh yeah, it is EXACTLY six moths till my birthday! Today is my half bday (trust me, i really don't care). But back to the subject ECC was fun, I moved so many chairs that my legs were numb walking around. In dig. photography, I couldn't climb this dumb fence that was half my height! How embarrassing.... Oh yeah, in photography, Marissa, Sarah and I skipped uphill, maybe that was my mistake. Oh well. It was fun anyway! And today, went to Church. So yeah. that's that!

Some Pictures

You don't have to ask. It's only some pictures I've taken. Enjoy!

Like my Nerdy Glasses?!

Don't you just love the dollar store?! You can just go and buy things guilt free like these cute nerdy glasses. The problem is that they are reading glasses so I can't see things real far away. But, aren't they cute?!?!

Hey!!! Hay is for Horses! LOL

Well hey all you ladies and germs. (lol) Been VERYY busy lately. Gotten plenty of R&R (rest and relaxation), along with just peaceful time.

First of all: My dad's car broke down Thursday night at like 9 o'clock pm, and I wasn't even done with my homework. Then the little "jitters" I get before ECC crept in at like 1am when I finally reached bed, which, of course, kept me up till 2am. I had to wake up at 6:45am since we only had one car and my dad needed to drop us off and be on time for work.

Second of all: ECC. Had a good week as usual. WAYYY TOO TIRED..................................... Viewed more pics I took. Worked more on my website. Hope it looks good! Cleaned, mainly held a vacuum cord for someone, then went hyperactive, and explored the back room that was unlocked for the first time. :) But all around, not too bad. :) Dad ran a bit late and we were the very last ones to leave! But picked up the car that night.

Saturday (third of all): Went to a double feature movie at the movie theater. Went to see Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs first, went to a store, then saw Where the Wild Things are. Cloudy w/ a Chance: HILARIOUS. It was very cute and funny. Where the Wild Things are: AWFUL!!! The child was a BIG brat, not very child appropriate, he bit his own mother!! The monsters were VERY cheesy. NOT A GOOD MOVIE AT ALL!! Do not see it PLEASE! Music was awful too! But anyways, I am VERYY hyper.

Monday: Just did homework.

Today: ADVENTURE LANDING with Emma and Anna! Did A LOT of games in the arcade!! Won 125 tickets on Deal or no Deal the game. Played Guitar Hero twice and STUNK!! We even did the go karts! Oh and guess what?! Mine broke down going over a bridge!! Smoke was coming out of the gas tank scary enough! Then I got moved to one of the FASTEST karts! Ha ha!!!!! Second time we raced, stayed in the fast lane, lol, and passed everybody! They thought I was gonna ram them! The bad thing about being first is that when you go into the garage first, you get all the shock of being bumped. Grrrrrrrr. But compared to being lapped when the kart was going outta whack, it was all worth it!

I'd Lie- Taylor Swift

"I'd Lie" by Taylor Swift

I don’t think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes

He’ll never fall in love he swears
As he runs his fingers through his hair
I’m laughing cause I hope he's wrong
I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke I fake a smile
That I know all his favorite songs


[chorus:]
And I could tell you
his favorite color's green
He loves to argue,
born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful,
he has his father’s eyes
And if you asked me if I love him.................................I’d lie


He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn’t a light go on?
Doesn’t he know that I’ve had him memorized for so long?
He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don’t let nobody see me wishing he was mine

[chorus:]
I could tell you
his favorite color's green
He loves to argue,
born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful,
he has his father’s eyes
And if you asked me if I love him.....................................I’d lie



He stands there then walks away
Goodness if I could only say
I’m holding every breath for you...
He’d never tell you but he can play guitar
I think he can see through
everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is goodness he’s beautiful
So I put on my make up
And pray for a miracle

[chorus]
Yes I could tell you
his favorite color's green
He loves to argue
oh and it kills me
His sister's beautiful
he has his father’s eyes
And if you asked me if I love him
If you asked me if I love him......................................................I’d lie



This is currently me favorite song! It is track number 3 on my playlist. Did a bit of editing to the lyrics. The real thing, instead of goodness is my god, but I do not believe that is the right thing to say!!! Listen to my playlist! Let me know if you like it! Love ya'll!!

Been Up to Nothing Lately, SICK!

Yes, to answer your question, I am getting over a cold. My throat is still a bit sore, but no fever or tummy stuff, so everything is a okay! Well, I deleted the smiley thingy, I saw more wierd images from him, and I'd hate to here that an innapropriate one pops up on here, That would REALLY stink! Well, ECC is tomorrow and I am not ready at all. I emailed my pics Wednesday night, so now I just have credit class homework now. What do you all think of my blog now? I have made A LOT of changes!! Do you like me calmer, or are you fine with a crazy hyper blogger girl??? Can you at least comment so that I know people still read this? ? ? NOBODY COMMENTS ON HERE ANYMORE!!

VERY AWKWARD SMILY

Why was the smiley gadget on my blog holding a cigar and a gun?!?!?!?!!? Hmmmmmm................ This needs to be sorted out....................... COmment if you spy any changes on here! Scroll down to the bottom!!!!!!

Zits Bother Me

Okay, I know this is ENTIRELY too random to post about, but I have been SWARMED by zits! GRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!! I wear like this face guard thingy with a chin and forehead pad for softball, and it is like a sweat magnet. So boom bam, i have a HUGE zit on my chin! They are SOOO irritating! One left a scar on me which REALLY stinks!! Even though I have wanted to get rid of my bangs, they do cover the acne on my forehead. By the way, I do tend to SUPREMELY overexaggerate on the topics of "beauty on the outside". Such as the fact that I never seem to like my smile. I have all these straight well proportioned teeth then this one tooth dentists call "a peg tooth". One midgee tooth that is OF COURSE at the front of my smile! Again, my exaggerations are over the limit. But I hate it when it is like the day before you know that you are getting your picture taken or the day before ECC, and then whamoosh, one pops up. THAT IS SO ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!! Well, I don't know why I keep getting them, they just appear, I haven't been eating chocolate, because some believe that it can mess up your complexion, I think, But anyway, this concludes my somewhat long post about zits blemishes and pimples. Bye Bye!!!!!

"Busy"

"Busy" was most definitely the best adjective to describe my weekend. That was basically all it was. Started it off with I guess a not so busy morning. And by that I mean that I slept in till almost twelve. The busy part starts now. I have a 3 hour softball tryout for a VERY good team. The thing was, was that it had been raining Friday night, so they decided to move it indoors because the fields were EXTREMELY wet. Well anyways, We arrive at the indoor facility, and they are practicing on the field outside in the freezing rain. I was VERY unprepared! Yes, I was practicing in a muscle shirt and baseball pants. Everyone else was in sweats and warm stuff. That wasn't too good. I did do very well at the tryouts. I think I will be finding out if I make the team tonight. I'm not very sure. But oh well, I hope I do! Wish me luck! Well yeah so I was pretty sore. My sister was going to tryout for a team Sunday, but she got sick from the cold weather, so the window was open for me to do another tryout, and, of course, I accepted. So I went to Church that morning, then went home and got ready for the tryouts. I did very well! This was an "A" level team, which means VERY GOOD. And I hung in there. Now I am here, on blogger and typing a research paper at the same time, very sore. I think I rolled my ankle at the tryout, and then overcompensated so now my legs are sore. My weekend was VERY eventful! I hope you enjoyed this VERY LONGGG post! Tootleloo! Love you guys!

A Brief Outlook on my Week

Well, for starters, I didn't post anything about the first week of ECC. So, my apologies peoples. I have been doing a lot of work on my website and I truly hope that it pays off. Here's the link!: Click Me! Well anyways ECC week two was a very good week for me. Not that week one was bad, it's just that I have been somewhat stressing the fact that ECC was coming. Me and my teenage mindset I guess. : ) It all had moved in slow motion. The second week was very fun though. Took Senior pictures in Dig. Photography, work on my site some in Web Design. I will explain more in a bit...........

Random Picture

Yeah, so my homework for digital photography is to take my camera EVERYWHERE!!!!! I think I'm getting carried away. Here are some vegatables I saw when shopping at Kroger.

Some Photography

Comment if you love this photo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ha

Bored........... Tired............ ECC is tomorrow......--

WOAH!!!!!!!

YAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Weather

What a beautiful day yesterday, and forecast too! The sun, the warmth, if every day felt like this, it would be like living in paradise! It almost, to me, felt like the "bring out the shorts!" kind of weather. Maybe because it's been below freezing for so long. Oh well..... Time to go. Peace Out!

Poetry 2

Poetry 2

Utter Betrayal

The Crushing black Oblivion

Of darkness sets inside me

It's like being trapped in a corner

With no way to escape

My eyes swell with tears

The waterworks begin

How could he betray me

I thought he was my friend

PLEASE COMMENT WHAT YOU FEEL ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!! Also, I have a mushy lovey one but I will only put it on here by popular demand. Please comment!

Poetry 1

Well, here is the first poem of mine that I will be posting on here. Please comment about it!

Loneliness

I walk along this lonely road

Sorrow in my steps

Tears pouring down my eyes like raindrops

A thundercloud over my head

All through the night, I couldn't sleep

I moaned in my bed, a constant weep

I felt more alone than ever

Happiness could come to me.......never

A rainbow in my heart appeared instantly

It quickly made me realize, that God was with me.

I wrote this while feeling lonely, and I just had to know that God was with me. God Bless!

Posting at a Minnimum Lately

Well, I guess as it is obvious to see, my posting has been very slow lately. Do you ever get in those uninspired modes, when nothing seems to pop into your brain. It actually reminds me of this pretty cool quote. Well, here it is:

Can't think, brain numb

Inspiration won't come

Poor ink, bad pen

That's all

Amen

I really like that little quote. It puts a large smile on my face when I'm feeling down. (funny, at first I wrote falling down) :). Anyways, I have a few plans for this good ole blog of mine. I actually have an inspiration, which at the moment is poetry. It seems to calm down my relatively hyper self. So now I will be posting some of my very own poems on here, and would LOVE some feedback! I will also try very hard not to mess up on capitalization, or misspell words on here. I think it appears somewhat sloppy compared to my other com padres blogs. Now for all my email buddies, I will still be my sloppy hyper self!!!!! *Smiling* Well anyways, I wouldn't mind some criticizing comments, I honestly enjoy constructive criticism, as long as it isn't being screamed in my face (please don't ask, it has happened to me before). Well I will soon return to my posting habits. I really will! Tootles!!!!!

Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

any resolutions?!?!??!?!?! COMMENT THEM!!!!!!!