Hey!!!

Wow, it's been FOREVER since I've posted something on here!!! Yes, I have been busy... with life, and..................WITH A FACEBOOK!!!!!! Sorry... that makes me happy! Well, last weekend was the first break I've had in 6 weeks due to softball... so I am pretty beat!

Emma!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMA!!!!!! Now almost 11 years of BFFs!!!

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Well, hey everybody who really needs a life and reads my blog because they don't have one!! I hope I'm not insulting anybody with that statement, yikes maybe I shouldn't have said anything!! Well anyways, my sad and grumpy feeling is curing. I mean, slow and steady wins the race! But still a part of me feels empty... I've only seen a couple of my friends since the last day of ECC, and I don't have a facebook which doesn't help at all... >:( But life will work out for me. With God, I'm strong! I am really going to start trying to read 3 Bible chapters each day in hopes that it will help me live my life easier. I just need to keep my faith!

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It felt so close,
But ended so far,
I wished and wished
On that wishing star,
With the touch of his hand,
He'd take hold of my heart,
Then we'd stare at each other
Happily


Then our eyes met,
His eyes met mine,
I instantly thought they coordinated
In a gorgeous color pattern
His twinkle when he laughs
Sparkles in his smile
He's absolutely perfect.

But he tore me apart.
Ripped me at the seams
Tore through my chest
Shattered my dreams
He's gone.

um read

i wish some dude would tell me my voice was the soundtrack of his summer, and my eyes are the brightest of his colors, and i'm unlike any other, and i would be his thunder.... hmmm cant put ur hope in songs you've listened to 10 TIMES on repeat.... i ♥ thunder- boys like girls, i fall asleep thinking about that song...

Hmmm

My mind's been in a dozen different places lately. Somedays I'm angry, someday I'm happy and sometimes I act as though in love. I can't see how I act so in love when I don't have somebody to like. Life's complicated. You never know what you'll get hammered with next, but stuff happens, and I've got to deal with it. My depression is cured, I think. I mean, having some of my best friends leave still haunts me, but I've come to realize to play my cards and perservere. Deal with the limitations and win the race over the building blocks of life. Wow, I sound SO smart!

My score

Okay, MY PREALGEBRA SCORE IS 95!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Easter

HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CHRIST IS RISEN!!

hi

Well for starters........................................... 1st place in the Web Design contest!!!!!! Yes! I was so happy!!

For a second thing, SECOND PLACE IN A TOURNAMENT!!! Played 7 games today IN A ROW!! And, I WAS SLAPPING THE BALL and I WAS HITTING HARDER!! I started going to a new coach and am already progressing!

Third: I GOT MY PRE ALGEBRA SCORES!! My final grade is...............................................
HAHA I CANT TELL UNLESS I GET A COMMENT!!

Some blurry yet cute pictures

I love this little blurry picture. Aren't my people so cute together?! I was very bored and wanted to doodle. Awhhh..... they are SO CUTE together!!

Okay, so attached to the stop sign is a sticky note that says "in the name of love". Like that song, "Stop, in the name of love....... before you break my heart". I don't know. That was just another random photo.................

Well, here's another blurry couple. Now ya see what my life consists of?! JUST KIDDING!!!!!!! Yeah, I'm not that hopeless....... Just a finger doodler... :D

Another Video

Well, "Oops I did it again!". lol! Yes, here is another video!!

Hey

I just played 8 softball games in two days! i played 7 in one day and 1 the next day! We won 4th place out of a bunch of "A" level teams. And we were the expected team to lose! But anways, that was fun! I was so sore the next day!! But, it was all worth it!


Well, now back to my life........................................ I don't know how to explain my emotions any more. I feel so empty... Love, such an emotion, sometimes I wish it were just a word....................It sure would feel easier if you were to tell somebody that......................I mean honestly crazy word for an awkward emotion, yet I love people...........not a feeling, just a word that describes my feelings in some ways.....................Love doesn't always have to be romantic............ People just make a big deal of it, and therefore, my feeling get exposed.


It's so odd. I mean, if people think of love in a romantic way, then I have some explaining to do :D. But anyways..................... TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF SPRING!! But.......... it snowed! It was 70 degrees yesterday! I felt like running around in shorts. I know this was weird but when I got home Friday I was running around in a tank top and shorts barefoot feeling TOTALLY comfortable. Yeah maybe I'm still a little early. Then today, wind chill in the teens. I guess that quite plainly describes Texas weather.


Yes, my softball tournament got cancelled :(. But, today I have had a sore throat and laryngitus. I'm not contagious though! But 30 degree weather wouldn't have helped my cause. But apparently there was some way to predict the chance of us winning and they were predicting the we would've won 2nd place! How sad............................ My voice sounds so funny though. I sound like a guy during voice maturity. It's all squeaky. lol. The Web Design contest is this week. I want whoever reads this to sign my guestbook!!



To look at my site first: http://southpaw08.angelfire.com/



To go straight to the guestbook: http://htmlgear.tripod.com/guest/control.guest?u=southpaw08&i=1&a=sign



Well there you have it! Please comment about what you think of this site!

Who cares what the word means! I LOVE you guys!!

Words and a quote

"Lost" is the word I think best describes me right now. I am lost between many emotions, some of them turn polar opposite after a minute, and I can't help it! Also, lately, my dreams have been interesting. A lot of times, people i know wind up in them! And these are weird dreams too, like thing that would happen in the future! It's krazy, but I just can't help it! My Polyvore sets can at one time be funny, then sad sad sad the next.





"Awkward" is another word too. Don't you just hate it when all of your friends are trying to figure out who you like, when they kinda already know. I can't help it, my thoughts feel so exposed right now, like I have no true secrets to keep. It's like whatever I think, someone finds out, then BOOM! I can't find a secret. Not that I like having secrets or anything................ But life goes on...................................................








"Sore" describe me too. I was at softball practice Saturday, and while I was covering third base, somebody slid into my kneecap! I just laid there, rolled on my back for a minute. I had this really disguisting grimace on my face, but I never cried! Now I am in her with an Ace wrap on my knee. It feel a lot better now, I just have a sensitive bruise.......................



Ho hummmmmm....................... Okay, so I found the CUTEST quote on Polyvore.



Girl: I like someone

Boy: Who?

Girl: No wait, I love someone

Boy: You can tell me

Girl: Promise you won't laugh?

Boy: I promise. Just tell me!

Girl: It starts with a 'Y' and ends in a 'U'

Boy: I like that person too.

Later peeps!

From Lyrics, to Hope in Prayers, to my Life

Omygosh.................... this song keeps getting stuck in my head! I keep listening to it over and over and over again!!!!! Well, now ya'll are probably wondering what song it is. are u??? Oh whatever. Here are the lyrics!!!!!!
It's the first song on my playlist!!!

Thunder

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)

Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why, I tried

I tried to read between the lines

I tried to look in your eyes

I want a simple explanation

For what I'm feeling inside

I gotta find a way out

Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road

Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know

Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)

Today I'm on my own

I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone

I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass

And longing for the breeze

I need to step outside

Just to see if I can breathe

I gotta find a way out

Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope

I'm wrapped up in vines

I think we'll make it out

But you just gotta give me time

Strike me down with lightning

Let me feel you in my veins

I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder, and I said

Your voice ('cause it's getting colder) was the soundtrack of my (and summer's over) summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

(Today's a winding road)

Oh baby bring on the pain (on my own)

And listen to the thunder

Anyways, my life has been through ups and downs. It's been full of many emotions, many opposites, but I manage. It takes much prayer power, but God pulls me through. I was reading about in my Devotional, that when you are brought to a certain problem, it's like a patch on a beautiful quilt of life. You know how some of the prettiest quilts are made of odd patterned patches? That's how life is. "When all you got to keep is strong, Move Along, Move Along, like I know ya do. And even when your hope is gone, Move Along, Move Along, Just to make it through. Move Along" Sorry, a line from another song. When, I'm angry about something, I listen to that and feel better. But anyways, as a random thing, I found some pretty pink and white pajamas in my closet when I was cleaning it out! They are SUPER comfortable! Oh yeah, and I just got some new skinny jeans! Now I have 5 pairs of jeans and 5 pairs of converse! I'm a dork! My jeans are gray though! Well, anyway...... I will post more in a bit! It may be added in red font okey dokey! COMMENT! It makes me feel good!

Hey a long post!

I've always seemed to love this little picture of this angel figurine.

Well, this week I tackled some projects. TOUCHDOWN!!! LOLZ! Well, one of my projects was cleaning my closet! Yay!!! Except for the UGLY pink closet wall color!Iccckkk but anyway........ it does look A LOT better!

Oh yeah, yesterday I went to the digital photography photo shoot! Took a lot of pics on the freezing wet condition! Totally unprepared on the topic of shoes! I just got a apir of new lime green converse and they are MUD COVERED even after washing them! And also, you know how they have the little holes on the side, I was walking in a creek and the 30 something degree water went inside and got my socks wet! I will post some pictures on here soon from it! It was VERY fun! Only seven, including me were there. It was exciting going under the bridge into the creek. I never realized it was so pretty down there!

Well, I will SO put pictures of my hair on here at some point. I feel so refreshed with shorter hair! I finally have it thinned out so when my hair is wet it fell like I am balancing a 1 pound weight on my head! But this week is ECC reregistration, and I get to fill out a high school form! Yay!!!!! R U kidding me, my parents aren't thrilled at all! Only over 5 months till fourteen! But anyways........ I hope to be in PLENTY of classes with my friends! So far, in Einstein's Lab I have almost earned a full year of high school credit! but let me forget about high school a minute. I have a question!!!!! I have another super embarassing video of me! Do you want me to put it on here?? You have to watch it!!!!!

I was VERY sugar high in the video, dancing with a camo hat backwards and wearing 70's sunglasses. but PLEASE comment!!!!!! I feel like I am posting on this thingee for nothing!!!! Comment something ridiculous if you read this extremely long post!